midnight musings

 

memories are all you have left

cues to the growing distance between us

hope in my heart, i smile again

but how do i mend this broken trust? 

your voice still touch my heart

the smile on that face

brightens up the faded times

thoughts of times i wish i could relive

fills my soul with a smile so bright!

i wish it's a bad dream and i wake up now

but how do i mend this broken trust? 

maybe it was a mirage

we never existed the way i perceived

maybe you are hiding an ocean from me

for reasons you believe is best for all.

i wish i could hug you one more time

but how do i mend this broken trust? 

driven

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deluge of emotions, I cannot contain

endlessly searching for peace within

every drop of tear, a testament to loss

perplexed by the world's fickle nature

tangled up in feelings that won't untie

holding on to memories fading away

insecure, I struggle to trust again!

an endless battle, or so it seems

nowhere to go but forward

gnawing thoughts, linger like a ghost

aching for comfort that never stayed

deep wounds, consumes my soul

i have to keep pace, until I see light.

forever 🧚‍♀️

drowning the world in your charm, so dear,

enchanted by your every move

enduring love that will never fade

perfection, beyond compare.

the moments we shared, precious and real

healing words, of comforting togetherness

illuminating hope, rejoicing the soul.

as I gaze upon your face

nestled in our friendship, forever

gentle memories of joy, I hold

ardent emotions, I can't erase.

deep in our hearts, may we remain

in love, captivated by our trust!

__PRESENT

of broken notes and tunes!

 

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drenched in memories, the smiles and the sighs

echoes of hope, playing a symphony

eager heart beats, rushed with anticipation

pondering on moments we shared

time stood still, as I embraced the changes

hurdles we face, with love and grace

i hold on, overwhelming darkness around

alone, trying to find a way through this labyrinth 

numbness spreads within my soul,

glimmers of joy, of love once held

amidst the chaos, a longing that cannot be denied!

delicate and pure, hope shimmers through the dark

intense emotions, playing a symphony!

a friend, a valentine!

 

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ensnared in the world,

fear, despair and hatred.

out of a heartfelt rhyme

to phrase what i need to say!

eternity maynot be enough

to voice my wishful fondness

for the laugter we share

and our long conversations

rising in your love, in a way

that makes my heart beat faster

and my feeling is unrequited-

doesnt hurt me anymore!

take me back

to when you loved me

a warm embrace,

is all i wish for.