The more i strive to be with you
The more my heart breaks
I made a wreck of my nose
I hit it with my phone..
the anger, the anguish,
the misery of neglect..
Shivering, I cry shades of innuendoes
tears washing myself, away from me.
There was a time, not so long ago
a newborn had cried, scared of her surroundings.
A man held her with a certain strength
confused, but convinced that his girl was special!
I was shaken by a dream, Dad
shivering in agony, i wiped my sweat
I saw you slip in the darkness of the night
projecting the reflections of my own inceptions.
I felt a hand on by shoulder, a concerned sound
Can you blame me for being attracted
to someone who remind me of you, Dad?
I feel like a bird with a broken wing
ugly, unable to hold myself or fly
I feel trapped, reluctant to move
the fear that I'll fall, gripping my veins
I hide my truth, put up a brave face
but world, know that I die. day and again.
Today I met someone who held me tight
let me re-discover, forgive my fear
I realise I am scared, tired and alone
I realise I miss you and will always do.
I wont hold myself from the thought anymore,
instead I'll clasp it tight and let myself grieve
I'll struggle, but i'll not fall! I promise
I'll stop letting my life slip away!
