Tuesday, March 10, 2009

taggie :)

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about YOU. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.


1.] I feel like travelling by train.

2.] I love coffee.

3.] I'd prefer Devdoff to Marlboro.

4.] I listen to all kinds of music. My music folder gives equal space for Jagjit Sing and Megadeth.

5.] I got my first job when I had four backlogs in engineering. I cleared all papers before i switched jobs.

6.] I love Sony Ericsson.

7.] I am a Communist.

8.] I love my office.

9.] I am a gemini.

10.] I'd love to cook if I have company. I'd rather starve when I am alone.

11.] I hate astrologers.

12.] I feel like going on a vacation.

13.] I'd like to date a friend.

14.] I wish petrol was available free of cost.

15.] I wish to have a digital camera - preferably Canon, 8+ MP, 6x+ Optical zoom.

16.] I love authentic kerala food.

17.] I wish to visit my school with my friends.

18.] I hate milk and milk products [yes, i hate rasagulla].

19.] I dont like SRK.

20.] I want Dan Brown to write another book.

21.] I love to watch classical dance forms like Mohiniyattom and Bharathanatyam.

22.] I dont like reality shows, but I watch Roadies when I get time.

23.] I havn't seen FRIENDS and would love to watch it. So anyone who has a collection of DVDs, donate it.

24.] When I am disturbed or in deep thoughts, I'd like to be alone.

25.] I am least ashamed to cry if I am sad.

i tag Lena, Kajal, Athi, Sami, Aruna, Karmanna, Amrita, Yamini, Scrawler, Madzie, pratzi, sneha, meher, swati, dhanya, preetzi, margaret, aniket, aqua girl, renu, mithe, lsl, karthik, maheep, smriti, freya, harshita, vinnie, ria, nidzie, kirti, sandy, arunima, preetzi, riyadewdrop, juhi & saranya.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Happy Birthday!!

Today is a very special day! Three lovely people I know were born on this day. I dedicate this post to them. Happy Birthday to my dad, my sister and my friend.

Dad, you've been my role model,
my guide, my critic.
you have taught me the ways to live,
I wish you a healthy and peaceful birthday!

Swapna, you've been my best friend,
the source of happiness of our family.
your smile and your voice could heal all worries,
I wish you happiness through out your life!

Lena, you've been so kind to me,
you've showered me with moments of joy.
you're a great mentor and a source of moral support
I wish all the dreams you cherish, come true!

Dad, Swapna and Lena, have a wonderful day.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

conceptualize it


I sat near the mirror, closed my eyes,
ready to plunge into the depth unknown.

darker than the night, my heart skips a beat
i rushed through the labyrinth, insanity around
shadows of the known greeted my shiver
my sweat does not taste salty any more.

I dragged myself through stones and thorns
blood in my eyes, through draconic lanes
I choked and swallowed, tasted my venum
my search for sanity made me insane.

I cried out loud burning in my own rage
the innocence was gone from my now enigmatic face
scared and cold I look back my way
only to find my body being burned away.

sweat gave me chills when I opened my eyes
I stared at my hand and the blade i held
scared and unsure I threw it away
I tried to smile, the blade lay feets away.


Suicide does not bring happiness. It brings sorrow to the ones who survive the deceased. We were happy and content when we came to this world. Let it be the way we leave this place. What happens in between happens at our will. Why dont we face it and earn our smile.